Sunday, October 30, 2005

Very everything

yo peep the insanity of this place http://www.wkyc.com/akron/akron_article.aspx?storyid=42694

My tire got slashed the other day. I've gotta get it replace tomorrow.

I'm also leaving my program - hell with the snooty bastards at Case.

I'm shopping for firearms - no no - completely legal and fully registered - strictly for defense. This area is racist as shit. Actually racisim is the wrong word - its complete xenophobia. Even my boy -who is white - felt that shit. Hell, my dog hates heavy weight white men, gangly white men, and old white women. Viciously. He bit said friend a dozen times in as many hours. Crazy shit. But my dog obviously had a bad time with whitey, and dealin with these fuckers, I could see that.

Old school blacks call white people 'Mr. Charlie.' Way back in the day, they used to call my grandfather the same thing. He was a bootlegger, and the way i hear it he could fuck up somebody's life as quickly as any white institutionalist. Viciousness runs in the family. I used to think it was cool, but now i wonder. Let me paint a picture. I love my dog - he's the sweetest thing in the world. We sleep together every night. I can't slip in bed with alot of the women I 'sleep with,' to give you a reference. Let's say my dog snaps and bites some white guy. Let's further say, that this white guy treats my dog like a dog, and cuffs him. No body cuffs my dog. I wouldn't even let my friend cuff my dog, and that was after the thing bit his face. Thas like, my best friend in the world. I just don't tolerate violence toward animals, and certainly not mine. So lets say they cuff my dog. Let's say im out for a walk and im more or less unarmed. Its real easy for us to say that I also beat the crap outta some bastard for daring to touch smalls. God i feel the hatred this little gated village pours on me, and honestly, i could do some serious damage to one of the faceless people who decided to poke a hole in my tire when they don't kno me beyond bein a six foot hi-yellow with dreads. Somebody could fuck around and get themselves hurt.

I need to get outta here - asap. I'm not in the right place in my life for this sorta shit. If you hate me I can hate you too. I don't wanna hate. Its all love. But for the love of god, i give as good as i get. Biggie sed it best - somebody's got to die...if i go (off) you got to go...

And guns have no place in that sorta thing ya dig?